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One evening, I was driving my daughters to a store in a typical Deerfield Beach shopping plaza. While driving, I started getting these thoughts, but not my usual idea or inspiration or such; it was more like talking to me right into my mind. One concentrated voice/thought; messages.
They were saying things like (and I don't remember completely as I was trying to take notes at red lights), "Your parents did love you even if you did not get that impression, although they took good care of you and taught you. You have to completely forgive them."
I said, "I want support, love, communication, and affection, and to go deep."
They said, "You are loved."
I asked, "Why don't I feel it?"
And they answered, "You are hard, you protect yourself, you are afraid, you know fear from childhood. It is time to trust. If you want to trust and love without fear you have to learn the lesson and understand, and forgive. You have not been with him yet (the new man who will be a new way of loving), but you will. LET GO OF THE PAST. We want this for you. We want you to have this."
I was so moved by these messages. That we are cosmically loved, regardless. That if I learned the lesson, I could enter into a deep state of love and being. That letting go of the past is a key. I've recalled these messages many times. Letting go of the past is a lesson, probably not THE Lesson. I believe that the lesson is that I cannot fix people.
I cannot explain where the voices came from at this point. I only know that this was all accurate. At this point, I have broken through so many lingering issues. My life has truly transformed where I want to be: on the other side of my past.
If you can forgive and apologize, you will liberate yourself from a weight of pain and conflict that is hanging around your neck at all times.
If you find and honor your intuition, you will know all you need to know about yourself and how to navigate your life. You will trust yourself.
If you can break free of your past, and your self-limiting beliefs, you will be immersed in the present, in the joy and wonder of what is really happening in your life, right now.
If you can break open your hard shell, which is separating you from yourself, other people, the Earth, and the Source, you will discover your own Light Child. You will be exposed, but you will feel the energy of love and light like never before.
There is no going back. When you know your tests, learn your lessons, you will have your own reward.
We are love. We radiate love. How can we awaken to this? How can we remove what is obscuring our light, our love, our sharing?
The flow is waiting to lift you and carry you in love and joy. Are you ready? xo
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