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My Beloved and I walked into the beautifully cozy and candle-lit home in Miami where Sangha takes place. We took off our shoes and found seats on cushions by the large picture window. I got comfortable and closed my eyes while listening to the music.
My mind started drifting and all of a sudden I saw a vision in my head. I was flying close to a white glowing orb of light, and a friend was at my left side and we were holding hands, and Beloved was at my right side and we were holding hands. Then the friend and I turned to each other and I became two of me. One was embracing the friend and one was embracing Beloved. It was so curious to see before my eyes, and I felt so happy to be alive and in the company of two amazing healers. It reminded me of in the far past my sketched images of two people flying over the ocean, or towards the full moon.
Later the whole Sangha performed a flower-giving ceremony. You walked up and gave a flower to the person who was standing up there, who previously in the audience was sitting to your right.
When it was my turn to receive the flower, after walking up and giving my partner hers, I stood, smiling, with my hands folded like bird wings on my chest. I faced the large picture window and there was still some sunlight from early evening streaming inside the room. When I folded my hands I saw and felt everyone looking at me, and I saw my Beloved get up to walk to me. Suddenly all I could see was a white light coming from me, filling the room, blurring the edges of my field of vision, and I felt like I was radiating and glowing, absolutely glowing, as if I were wearing a dress of white light with a wide skirt of white light emanating into the room and dissolving myself.
It was one of the most amazing, unique, and intense experiences of my life as I maintained the light and he walked up to give me the flower. I was smiling so deeply, and radiated my smile. Our connection was glowing and obvious and public, it added fuel to the experience. I felt like Light herself, like Love herself as I stood there. xo
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You are the power of love. |
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